I have been developing these things for some time. Things like realized how powerless I became. And I can track this to the first day I put this on in addition to be aroused by Princess Sheridan work on daily basis. It is this spot between being so turned on and unable to touch myself.
Waking up every morning to work feeling nervous and totally afraid of getting noticed by others. I know for a fact that my cage is too small to be notice behind the pants but the feeling. Also a simple thing like going to the toilets and sitting down to pee makes me feel more submissive to everyone else.
In my first days of being locked in chastity I used to I find myself thinking is this fun or cruel? My thoughts are that if there’s some fun at the end of it. Princess Sheridan’s work provides the tease and messes with my mind. Also because there is no specific goal or reward at the end, its solitary confinement and whilst it’ll still set off power emotions in the mind, its mostly punishment. Apart from feeling controlled there’s the drive to please your keyholder and hope that the efforts you’ve made will be rewarded. But my reward was making her happy.
10 days ago, I directly blowed my chance to release when i asked my Owner to allow me to buy clips instead of one custom. I knew that a custom means a chance out of chastity but i asked for the opposite.
Being locked in chastity is probably the biggest statement I can make. this states that I’m committed and accept that My Princess is the head of the household and there’s not a lot I could do about it.
Whatever happens, Princess Sheridan will have a smile on her beautiful face most of the day and depending on how many times and how good I am will decide on my fate.
It changed my mind in a very uniq way, I am horny but I do not think about getting orgasms anymore.
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