When I was running in my 240 days of chastity back in October, I shared with my Owner Princess Sheridan a secret that has been delaying my chance of release. Since I have to order a custom clip to gain that chance, I have been saving up my money but I was thinking that I can’t wait that long without watching her clips. So I wanted to buy clips from her store and start saving all over again.
I remember that she laughed at this. She kindly allowed it but she wanted me to remember one important rule:
So when I got my paycheck, I was on my 282 days of chastity. The only thing that was going in my brain that I have one mission: to buy more clips of Princess Sheridan. I went like crazy and did. And when all these new clips were downloading my heart was pounding.
I watched “October Is Locktober For Chastity Bitches” Then I watched “ Jerk Off To Guys From Now On” and I got the worse case of blue balls, I had to message my Owner to tell her. Her answer opened a new door to understand myself better. She mentioned our October chat and my request back there and She said “But you're not like Yuri. I give both of you the option for a release now and then- but unlike Yuri, you would rather remain chaste. This is still the case?”
Honestly I didn’t know what to say or how to answer such thing. I replied with the first thing that came into my mind without thinking. “yes Princess”. Then after few seconds I typed this question “does that make me pathetic ?”. Because I felt that way. She said “That makes you Moe.”
Her answer is deep. It is who am I. I got back to myself and asked this question and the same answer came back to me. Thank you Princess Sheridan.
On the other side of this deep conversation, Princess Sheridan didn’t miss a chance to educate me. She pulled me out of my thoughts and asked me if I think I am more or less pathetic than a fellow that jerks off constantly? Well, at the first I thought more pathetic, then I took a deep break and did think again and my answer was. “Less”. Apparently that was a trick question and I did fail.
I believe that her answer that came next must be a law. She said “do not ever attempt to place yourself above another beta sub. Pride is not something a submissive should experience.”
Even when I thought I am even lower than everyone else she corrected me with her vision “Equally low to all REAL subs. There is not a sliding scale... one real sub is not higher or lower than another real sub.”
I still need this kind of wisdom for my weak mind. I still need to learn more. She is right. it is all about being a "real" sub.
I remember that she laughed at this. She kindly allowed it but she wanted me to remember one important rule:
There is not a chance of being let out of chastity until I get a custom.
So when I got my paycheck, I was on my 282 days of chastity. The only thing that was going in my brain that I have one mission: to buy more clips of Princess Sheridan. I went like crazy and did. And when all these new clips were downloading my heart was pounding.
I watched “October Is Locktober For Chastity Bitches” Then I watched “ Jerk Off To Guys From Now On” and I got the worse case of blue balls, I had to message my Owner to tell her. Her answer opened a new door to understand myself better. She mentioned our October chat and my request back there and She said “But you're not like Yuri. I give both of you the option for a release now and then- but unlike Yuri, you would rather remain chaste. This is still the case?”
Honestly I didn’t know what to say or how to answer such thing. I replied with the first thing that came into my mind without thinking. “yes Princess”. Then after few seconds I typed this question “does that make me pathetic ?”. Because I felt that way. She said “That makes you Moe.”
Her answer is deep. It is who am I. I got back to myself and asked this question and the same answer came back to me. Thank you Princess Sheridan.
On the other side of this deep conversation, Princess Sheridan didn’t miss a chance to educate me. She pulled me out of my thoughts and asked me if I think I am more or less pathetic than a fellow that jerks off constantly? Well, at the first I thought more pathetic, then I took a deep break and did think again and my answer was. “Less”. Apparently that was a trick question and I did fail.
I believe that her answer that came next must be a law. She said “do not ever attempt to place yourself above another beta sub. Pride is not something a submissive should experience.”
Even when I thought I am even lower than everyone else she corrected me with her vision “Equally low to all REAL subs. There is not a sliding scale... one real sub is not higher or lower than another real sub.”
I still need this kind of wisdom for my weak mind. I still need to learn more. She is right. it is all about being a "real" sub.
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